I am
enjoying the book. I think it is interesting and although it can sometimes get
a bit repetitive, it is not boring. However, I find it somewhat pathetic that
Michael, even though it was probably subconsciously, has based the rest of his
life, at least until now by the relationship he had with Hanna. He was madly in
love with Hanna and at the time, saw no other purpose to his life except being
with her. Nevertheless, she broke his heart, she deceived him and left him
stranded all alone. Being hurt so badly forced Michael to think that every
relationship was going to end in pain and suffering and then forced him to stop
believing in himself and in anyone else. He describes how he used to see his
life from the outside, as if he was not in control. I understand that this
situation took place when he was young and had a long lasting effect, but it is
not enough to change how you view the world. If she hurt him, she was bound to
do it sooner or later and Michael should notice that by now and be happy that
the relationship ended and move on. Yet, no matter how much he says he has
moved on, it is not true. He tells himself these things to force himself to
believe he was moved on, but he goes to the trial every day and even thinks
about trying to save Hanna from being sentenced to life.
Also, I
find Hanna’s attitude pathetic as well. Sure, it is embarrassing to be
illiterate and you would never want anyone to find out, but keeping that secret
is not worth your life. Who cares if some people are going to laugh at you or
think you are stupid, at least you are not spending your entire life in prison,
at least you are not losing your freedom. For me, I found it most interesting
that I did not consider Hanna to be stupid when I figured out that she was
illiterate; I decided that she was stupid when she was willing to give up her
life for the secret. I don’t know what other secrets lie behind it, but I’m
positive it is not as big as her life.
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