part one reaction

Wendell Pfeffer

Part one entry

            I actually really enjoyed reading part one from this book because it discusses a young boys ongoing sexual experience with an older woman. I’m not going to lie I wish I had gone through the same experience. The amount of knowledge you can gain by spending countless nights in bed with a woman twice your age will not only build up your confidence but it will make you a pro in bed. I was surprised though when Hanna actually had sex with the boy for the first time. The age difference and sickness really made me think that it was not possible. But when they did have sex I felt really happy for the young boy because not only did it build up his self-assurance but I also think it helped overcome his sickness. The boy felt like a boss and thus wanted to share the experience he had with his friends and family in order to receive some sort of gratitude. If I had sex with a person that was way out of my league I would have reacted the same way. From there on though the sex was getting more intense and the feelings they had with each other were unfolding. The boy in my opinion was obsessed with Hannah, which was a big problem during their relationship. He would constantly see here and would never defend himself even in cases where he knew he was right. The boy was Hannah’s little toy. She never really loved him, I think that the only reason she was having sex with him was because she had a fetish for younger guys.  She also never wanted to be seen with him and constantly treated him like shit.

During the later stages of their relationship I wanted the boy to leave Hannah and find someone else, another girl perhaps like Sophia or possibly some friends to hang out with. His obsession made this impossible, but I think that this can change in the future due to Hannah’s disappearance.